Forgiveness (Ego Part 3)
For me this was most difficult part of the journey.
People do us wrong, people hurt us and it takes a lot to forgive them.
But it’s necessary.
Because forgiveness is release. And if you forgive others you forgive yourself as well.
Let’s continue our
Ego journey.
We doing the work but we begin to notice ego flaws in others and we trying to forgive them but it’s not that easy. There is some invisible resistance in doing so.
They also not making it easy by remaining ignorant and in low vibratory mindset.
Tension arises and we sometimes snap! We begin to resent ourselves for going back to old ways.
You say:
“Shit all this work I’ve done and still I react”
Well… FORGIVE YOURSELF!
You see how this ties in. When you are able to forgive yourself it’s easier to forgive others.
“Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing” – Jesus
In Luke 23:34
“You can’t demand from others to act differently than their level of consciousness” – Eckhart Tolle
I don’t know what much else to say here…
Besides that this is life time journey. A life time mission that we will rise and fall. But we gotta pick ourself back and try again.
As we anchor that new frequency of being, the other will follow. We will be able to easily deal with any low vibratory entities. By absorbing and transmuting that energy.
Is EGO your enemy to destroy??
TL;DR:
NO , lol
Why IT is not an enemy?
It creates fake stories about myself and life that usually ends in suffering– you might say.
YOUR MIND and “EGO” is a tool, and you are THE MASTER.
This current state of consciousness and your ego has carried you this far in journey.
It kept you safe and alive. Poor child didn’t know any better.
YOU MUST thank it for carrying you this far, not to hate it an make enemy of it.
NOW….
Just quiet down… “hear” the silence, notice the narration,
watch it yap without identifying yourself with it.
Allow it… no reaction… let that talk slowly fade away… dissolve it.
See the shadow, the ghost falling down as a human body made out of cloud.
Wave goodbye to it with love and compassion.
AND NOW…
Make room for new to emerge… stay calm, silent…
Just… BE…
Something new is trying to emerge, but it needs space… shhh! There is the voice again.
It’s ok… let it, be the background for it, let the wind blow on you steady body of water. (You are the lake, ego chatter is wind)
Ahh… it feels soo good…
The tiny seed is sprouting… welcome beautiful little one…
Shh… let it be.
Don’t try to see thru the lenses of the old what it will become- that is another trap.
There is no progress to make, there is no plan or particular goal.
That one time in your life just let it…. How exciting! Let them
Stay in this silence, in this little build up of excitement, you feel little warmth on top of your stomach, in your chest.
Maybe you weep a bit… that is totally fine.
Maybe you feel fiery energy wanting to be directed somewhere.
It’s alive…
That is real you…
Welcome home!
It wants to move… it wants to love.. it wants to succeed
-but it’s scared.
It wants you to live fully and enjoy your true self
-but it’s wounded.
It wants to look at the Sun & Moon… free
It can’t stop talking because it wants the best for you
-but it doesn’t know it’s own limitations,
it doesn’t know it built the “safety prison” for itself.