Design of your loop
Yes this is the continuation of Energy levels/Mindsets posts, but 1st
I’d like to introduce other important concept that nicely ties in together with our main topic.
The design of your loop is made to keep One small, it gives just enough for hope and dreams,
to later take it away and harvest the “lush”, harvest the upset of not getting desired outcome.
And it goes on like this.
This also ties in with cycles and swing of the pendulum.
And where is your average level of the mindset (between highs and lows) as well where is your bottom and the top.
If you get very upset when something “bad” happens and it makes you revert to your worst behaviors- like doing drugs etc. Then it likely means that at your lows- you swing all way to the lowest of energetic level- which is “shame”.
And at the same time- figure out what is you highest mindset you are able to embody- and for how long. Be honest with yourself what is your default mode.
If you don’t know what I’m talking about go here
Let go over an example:
In my early 20s I had a strong ‘Desire’ Mindset- which is pretty common at that age.
Mostly by being programmed by society- you want to take forms that are respectable,
wealthy, successful, acceptable etc.
And you start pursing thru the channels available to you to achieve desired outcomes.
Naturally since channels are pre-made for you- (the channels of course in control of others)
Are key tempering aspects on how you can express your energies and how you’ve been taught to express them.
You tried a lot and you can feel that there is some resistance, invisible wall or something- and you seem to not be able to pass it- no matter how much you tried.
You start feeling like you are not good enough-
“How come Simon made it- is he special? Am I broken?”– You say to yourself.
And you start to believe in those stories because you have “a proof” in a materialistic sense that you didn’t achieve/get what you wanted.
And you might temporary go level higher than Desire- which is Anger.
Since you’ve never been taught how to properly channel it, you will likely channel it wrong-
And drop even further.
You might drop even as low as Shame- because you feel not good enough,
because you didn’t achieve your desired outcome- thus you must be worst than others.
But, as time passes and bigger arch is being to play out- you build yourself back up.
And likely work your way to Fear Mindset.
Scared of having another desire, and going for it- since last time you got punished
severely (conditioning) .
At some point you get tired of being scared and you might be juggling between:
Desire & Anger, and as you get some “visible” success you might even work your way to PRIDE.
If this is the highest lvl for you then- next obstacle, next unsuccessful endeavor
or “visible proof” of your “incompetence” will knock you back down to shame.
And loop start all over again.
Sounds familiar?
Channels
In front of your eyes, you see your work, family, school, neighbors, all social interactions etc.
But it’s all just a veil. Literally Matrix.
All the game is about is your energy– the juice that your produce-
when feeling certain emotions. And how to harvest it and channel it- usually thru channels
well prepped for you to do so.
Let’s talk about channels:
For example, you feel lustful. Channel prepared for you = PORN.
How do they harvest the energy?
Thru your attention, you spend time on those website that turn your attention into money thru adds, clicks etc. Even simpler channel is OnlyFans- you pay- straight up.
You feel angry about something, what you do?
Go to X or reddit or whatever- and channel that ugly energy thru it, criticizes others, arguing with them etc.
How do they harvest it?
Same as they do with porn, all you gotta do is click and interact with it,
more interaction, more money etc.
Or maybe you feel angry and you go get drunk or do drugs- because that’s the only
relief we have right? “Poor me, fuck this life I don’t care.”
Are you seeing the Architecture now?
You might ask so what to do? What is the way out?
It is absolutely paramount to fully commit into taking
full sovereignty in yourself and your energy!
Practice to be non-reactive to 3rd dimensional circumstance, no matter what happens.
Yeah I know is hard. But welcome “shitty” situations as training.
My personal example:
I was a long time in this loop with wide swings- but I managed to get my average up to Neutrality.
No matter what happens, I would not let my low to drop below neutrality.
This is so difficult to do on the beginning, because your body will be reacting-
your nervous system will be spiking and blood will flow fast, it will feel almost impossible to stop your reactions.
And this is how well you’ve been trained to give of reaction that is wanted from you.
TAKE YOUR NERVOUS SYSTEM BACK!
TEACH IT– that is ok to be in uncomfortable, rather than
giving in– to the desire or to try to get rid of the feeling as soon as possible. Stay with it.
Trust me, when you do it once, twice, your subconscious will start to pick up on this,
and you will be surprise how easy it was.
It’s about that delay, prolonged the reaction, don’t give in right away.
Make no comments about yourself or the situation- Take it as IS.
No judgements, nothing. IT- JUST IS.
Let it be, say:
“I accept everything and have no complains whatsoever”
Work your way up to Neutrality lvl as your lowest swing in your loop
architecture.
Invisible Prison
This is the invisible prison build for you.
And this is where the game is played.
And we allow to continue, to allow this abuse- because of ignorance of ours, naive, and our strong believe that this the only and final dimension that is. (Illusion of separation)
And everything we don’t see doesn’t exits. And that we are separate being in the middle of nowhere.
And nobody knows what we are doing here. Lol, really?
I think is time to stop pretending, that this is not true!
Stop being a child and hopeless, and wait for someone to save you.
Take you own Energy back, take your nervous system back.
Take full ownership of yourself, start the training now!
TL;DR:
-Notice your highs and low in Mindset you embody; figure out your the average.
Pay attention why it happens, what made you upset- step back and observe, instead of react.
-Recognize your predictive loop mechanism that is likely playing out constantly in your life.
This on monthly or even yearly basis.
-Notice how your reactivity to 3D makes you easily controllable- thru your Nervous system; that likely had been conditioned.
-Once you start seeing your loop, it’s grip will loosen each time you make different choice.
You know I have a vision,
Where all humanity wakes up to this truth,
and fully- together we take our planet back- out of hands of parasites.
And we let our Mother-Earth to shine in the whole galaxy.
